Dearest ! I will not stop loving you. This love is not going to fade.
Had a fun time being scared by you. Dearest !
Had a fun time controlling you too (:
You just simply brought joy to my world.
At night how I wish you were here with me.
I really hope you would come back to my side.

Meet up with you at my house there, then went over to MCYS with kevin and Cindy.
At MCYS you deleted your contact, couldn't control my emotions. ):
I really don't wish to let you see that I cried.
Then I went home to change, then faster run to kevin house to see you (:
Put make-up, then we head down to Chinatown.
kevin wants to have his tatoos done there, Cindy and Priscilla wanted too .
Slack for about two hours, then down to Grandlink, Zhiwei called and I purposely talk loud and happily with him.
Just to let you sot !
I want you to believe me, i can't imagine that I had not change just because of the night life post.

I want to act happy so you think that I had move on.
But now I couldn't cause I know you still love me.
When I overheard what you and Priscilla was talking about I also very sot !
We both still love each other deeply but you just want to avoid cause you're sick and tired.
Maybe we are still young, if we are much more older we can really last .
Cause young people are implusive. They didn't think before they do .
Reach home at about 9, wanted to go your house. but you don't want.
Maybe after discharge I will go.
Thou now I 'm waiting for your return , it's abit tough but I still feel abit of blissful.
Thou I can't comfirm that you will come back, but at least I know I had tried my best.
I don't want one day I will live this life full of regrets.
At night I couldn't take it any longer, I went to meet kevin and Zhiqian to drink.
I tried to drink as much as possible. then vomited wish you were here.
& i also saw Jimmy, he was with the same group.
jimmy also ask me to go his house, he said he would come and fetch me .
but i don't want (:
Walk back home think of you, then bath then sleep.

Woke up at 9 today, only slept for like 4 to 5 hour.
Couldn't stop myself from pestering you. I really very stress nobody that I could trust more then you to relate to .
Nobody to make me laugh, smile.
I miss you.
Just now ahvion gave me support to continue on this relationship.
I will never give up de, neither do I will hate you.
I will still be Mrs Yap de, waiting for you to dote on me again.
Waiting for you to tickle me 50 sec.
Just waiting for you hug me so tight and never let me go .
I love you, GYWZ.
My prince.